[Miku] Crier [English Lyrics]

Whenever I feel uneasy, the tears naturally fall down my cheeks
And when they stop, I fall asleep due to exhaustion
Yes, that's right
Those nights go on repeating, on and on, unchanging
And once again, I wake up to another awful morning

My worries and regrets, the ever-growing darkness
Excessive jealousy for those who are around me
Envy and bias are just damaging my heart
And cause me to cry again

I cry and cry, I cry and cry
But still not a single thing will ever change
Living in constant misery
I can't hold back my anxiety

I have nothing, yet I'm longing
For somebody just to, please
Take both my eyes, take my heart too
Just take them away from me
Right away...

People have always been liars, they have their reasons
But I'm still unable to see through them
So instead, I cling to every word that you say
Believing
So any lies that you tell, no matter what they are
Wound me so, so very deeply
So it's enough, already

Look at this
The exact same wound in the exact same place
It's just adding one more
That's all it is

Again again, again again
People keep on saying such selfish words
And once again, I'm getting hurt
Though I'm self-centered myself

"You don't have anything at all, so don't worry"
I pretend not to hear
More than anything and anyone
I'm the one worried most
I'm such a fool...

The moment that you give up, it's all over
But I'm unable to do something about anything
How many times now have kind words fooled me
And then pushed me right to the ground?

I don't care at all, I don't care anymore!
Even saying that, it hurts me again
The people that say pain makes you stronger
How many more times do I have to cry?

I cry and cry, I cry and cry
But still not a single thing will ever change
It's so very sad, it's regretful too
But I still can't do a thing

Having not a thing in the world
Still my tears are soaking into my heart
It's so blurry, it's hurting me
I can't stop it anymore

Again again, again again
I've tried searching for an excuse to live
But every time, I come out unsure
I don't even know why I cry

I don't have anything at all
But whenever I stop crying, tomorrow comes
"I am so glad to be alive"
For that one day to come
I'm praying for it now...