[Miku] Irony [English Lyrics]

Why is it that walking has become such a chore?
I really don't want to keep walking anymore
I'm sorry that these words seem oh-so cliche
But I'm tired, and my feet have become sore

My wish is just to have a little time
For me to fix the ache that's growing day and night
But I doubt that time will stop, especially not for me
So I go on, wearily...

It seems that when my life is going well for me
My story never can truly end happily
Unable to admit the truth, I end up crying
And I remain holding these sad feelings

I miss the simple way life used to be
Back when I wasn't running from misery
When I look back on it now, I should never regret
But, I continue doing so, you see

Sure, I over-react a bit
It's only natural, isn't it?
Everything that I want is always just out of reach
Really, honestly, I'm just being silly
Always wishing the best for me
If things can't be that way, then I'll plead
Please just allow me to fall into an un-ending sleep

You told me "there's always a solution"
But then it all depends on the person
Being me, I know I could never
Trust a single word that's said

I'm not the only one who has problems
It's plain to see everyone has them, too
I don't understand how they can leave them
It makes no sense at all

I'm used to being told I need to mature
But still,  I can't become wiser anymore
And so, when a small problem appears
I over-think and worry countless times

To me, the world is just a troublesome place
Maybe, after all I should just end my pain
"Could it be, that you're sick?"
"I'm just fed up with this."
Why can't things be simple?

Every dream that I've ever dreamed
Is something I'll never reach
If my expectations are too high
Then what should I become?

Just this time, just this time, a reason not to die
Let me discover what I'm worth
Constantly searching for a place to cry
I can't stop the tears flowing from my eyes

I find it hard to just think the same things
Isn't it just difficult to think too much?
How can the stars you said would bring me back home...
Guide me, when it's dark outside?
I thank you for always showing patience,
But even so, I feel that I've failed you, still
My tiny heart is on the verge of breaking
Please let it hold, for now...

Just leave me here...
Please, don't come near...

The road of lies that I've been walking on...
It seems to have no end...

It's getting harder still just to walk on
And running away is a pointless escape
Standing here, I'll just cover my ears
And block out all the noise

Not knowing what life is, how can I live?
Sometimes I'd rather remain asleep instead
If 'happiness' is something I don't feel
Then what can I be called?